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At work [08 Jan 2010|09:02pm]

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Happy new year [31 Dec 2009|11:20pm]

So home and I just got out of work. Being so tired and I really want Andy to come over and rub my feet. It's New Year's Eve, and I really enjoyed every last thing that I just ate. I ate like six empanadas, 12 wontons that were deep fried. Ahhh food coma

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Happy new year [31 Dec 2009|11:20pm]

So home and I just got out of work. Being so tired and I really want Andy to come over and rub my feet. It's New Year's Eve, and I really enjoyed every last thing that I just ate. I ate like six empanadas, 12 wontons that were deep fried. Ahhh food coma

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Won't you Smile [26 Nov 2007|10:39am]
[ mood | content ]

The Standard - Won't You Smile

I remember when we used to walk hand in hand in the sand,
and we'd reminisce on the things,
that used to make us laugh,
I don't know what happened to us,
but i can't seem to let go,
I want the things that used to make life so simple,

Won't you smile,
don't you cry,
Things may never be,
how they used to be,
but just give me time and ill make you see,
wont you smile

Please tell me that you're here with me.
that the fires still there,
although we're still together,
theres an emptiness i swear,
ill take things the way things used to be,
things were so perfect

but if nothing else wont you smile
don't you cry,
Things may never be,
how they used to be,
but just give me time and ill make you see,
wont you smile

I did the things you wanted me to (when things were strong)
I don't know what else to say (that i tried so hard),
I can't help but feel everything just slipping away,
I just want one more thing before you go,

Won't you smile,
don't you cry,
Things may never be,
how they used to be,
but just give me time and ill make you see,
wont you smile,

Won't you smile,

juat smile cause everything will be alright,
don't you cry,
so hard to be lying inside,
Things may never be,
how they used to be,
but just give me time and ill make you see,
wont you smile,

won't you smile for me one last time....

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RIP COACH K [09 Oct 2007|02:38am]
I just now found out from a friend that my PE coach from High School was found dead in his hotel room before going to a PGA tournament.

Saturday, October 13

11:30 – 1:00 pm Public Viewing

Burial to follow

Naples Memorial Funeral Home

525 111 Avenue North

North Naples, Fl

239-597-3101

Please keep his family in your prayers 

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oh dear god it's gonna start again [09 Aug 2007|11:07am]
[ mood | curious ]

ok, so I am here at work, and I get a text message, and on my phone it doesnt show the name of the person sending the message, just the phone number. So I get this text saying "I Hope you're happy, you were right." and I was like wtf? who is that? So I dial in the number to check who it is, and it was Jakel. Aparently amanda dumped him, and he had to text me and inform me. NO PEOPLE I did NOT text him back. Not because I hate him, or want to be cold or w/e. But it's b/c I don't want to fuel his fire and give him a reason to start bullshit. and yes, I know he would. Because he's hurt and needs to take anger out on someone, and who better to take it out on than me? The person who SUPPOSEDLY ruined his life.

Well, Best wishes to him feeling better, i wish him no harm. But all I can say is, shit happens.

I'm happy with my life, and I am going to keep it that way, and with NO influences of negative energy from anyone.

ON A BETTER NOTE

I've sent out the invites to my 20th birthday shin dig.

September 8th,2007.

I was very picky about who i invited, plus pretty much EVERYONE there is going to be 18+. Didn't really want ne one younger than that, and if you are younger than 18 and you were invited, coincider yourself EXTREAMLY lucky.

It's BYOB, and yall shall share! Cause, well... lol... im a jew.

Anyway, Theres a storm a brewin, and i am putting up my hardcore metal shutters around me and Andy. Weird refrence, but it makes sense to me!

Love Peace and chicken Grease

Snoochie Boochies

and all that garbage

|3 deaths after |i slit my wrist|

its ashley! [31 Mar 2007|12:22pm]
ok so im ashley wendys bestest friend in the world and im here to post some things to show u al in LJ world how much i really love wendy! haha... post a comment bitches! because we all love u!


this one is totaly true i would sooo laugh if she jumped out a window!



and then theres this one.. because well wendy and i are def not well behaved women...



and then just because we are totaly hot and we know how to party!


and we alwyas party like a rockstar!

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this has been made public to clear his name [05 Feb 2007|01:00am]
[ mood | determined ]

I have made this entry public, due to the cercumstances of a conversation last night.

There have been some nasty things said over a good year now over bullshit that... well... should have ended a long time ago.

Amidst all the bullshit drama and what not, I had been fed information that was, well turned out to be untrue, and when i found out this false infor (which i thought was real at the time) I went and tried to save Jakel from hurting himself, because i no longer wanted him to hurt himself over me when i started dating Andy. Not only because i didnt like the fact that Jakel was harming himself, but at the fact that his pain, was well, rubbing off on me, because i really hate it when someone is hurting and it is my fault. It does it makes me feel guilty, well... unless i want the person to hurt, then i wont feel bad, but in JAkel's case, I did not want him to hurt. I wanted him to get over me the easiest way possible. And aparently the approach i made to trying to help him get over me was incorrect.

There were many things said, many rumors spred about both of us, that we both thought was true, but they both turned out to be false.

I spoke with him on his birthday about it, not realizing it was his birthday, which i did apologize for, cause my last intention was to ruin his 22nd birthday.

But for once actually our conversation was calm and well... lol.. rational.

I promised him that i would do this, and i am keeping the promise i made.

When i was told Jakel was doing coke again, I did i went and told the person whom he was living with at the time, so they could help him stop, because I didnt want him back into that. I was truely looking out for him, I really did only tell that one person, but aparently it got around differently.

I'm sorry for the things i've said and the things i did to him to make him hurt. I did take the wrong approach and I do not expect him to accept or believe my apology, because also by now, the apology means nothing as is.

But to be honest, i just want it to end. I want to move on with my life like i have been doing for the past 6 months, and continue being happy.

i hope Jakel can find happiness in the future as well.

Thank you for your time.

- Wendy

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Some of you may wonder [26 Nov 2006|01:52pm]
some of you may wonder why you havent seen any of my entries in a while. Well, here is a perfect reason.

If you are currently on Jakel's friends list, i have removed you weather you are my friend as well or not.

I did this because someone on ehis friends list allowed him to veiw my journal. I don't know who it was, but i was not happy about it.

Everyone who was a mutual friend of ours, was removed. With the exception of Poshi and Kevin. Those 2 are the only 2. Because Poshi and Kevin Dislike Jakel almost about as much as i do.

If you have an issue with it, you can deffinetly take it up with me personally on AIM, if you can find me on there.

If not you can take it up with me on my cell phone. Catch me soon, because i am going to change the number soon too, so certain fuckers can't find me.

Like I said, if you got an issue with me removing you due to the mutual friends. Take it up with me personally.

Peace.

Wendy

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IRKED! [08 Aug 2006|09:00pm]
Why do I constantly insist on pissing myself off?

:: slams head on desk ::

 because u are a cock sucking whore... and this is ashley now... and wendy is not doing an emo entry....

    friends don't let friends write emo entries!


jenn motherfuckin loveesssss wendy!!!@!#@$#$%^346

  and ashley hates her....JUST KIDDDING!

   love and peace FUCKING MAYHEM!

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FRIENDS ONLY NOW BITCH! [27 Dec 2003|04:33pm]

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